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♥ Friday, December 30 ♥
yest was *Baby's* birthday...went over to his house to celebrate his birthday.. but i guess we ended up sleepin the afternoon away.. but it was a great day.. =) waiting for baby to come over..and i'm preparing lunch for us.. =) heee.....  left her thoughts ♥ 11:51:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, December 28 ♥
watched -king kong- yest..treated *baby* to Fish and Co.. -yummyy-... *baby's* birthday is tomorrow.. gotta lil prezzie for him.. hope he likes it... -keeping fingers crossed- =) i just cant wait to see him again.. left her thoughts ♥ 10:21:00 AM
♥ Monday, December 26 ♥
this christmas is the BEST christmas i ever had..spent my time with *baby*.. we kinda had a major arguement the night before.. and talked it out.so everythin was somewhat back to normal.. but when i saw him yest.. i just didnt bother about anything at all.. just wanted to indulge myself with this feeling of being close to him.. caught a movie.. wonderful just cuddling up beside him.. i couldnt ask for more... =) and my x'mas prezzie from baby is a Roxy Jacket.. AERHHHH...........-flutter flutterr-.. thanks baby.... thank you so much.. =) well... i'm super happy.... =) *cheers to Best Christmas everr!! left her thoughts ♥ 10:48:00 AM
♥ Monday, December 19 ♥
went to *baby's* house today..baby,his lil sis and me went bowling in da afternoon.. quite an interesting afternoon.. i like his lil sis.. she's so cute.. =).. well,at least there's someone who shares my sense of humour.. heh heh heh..... someone who can laugh with me, and laugh at the same things haha... went back to *baby's* house for dinner.. had a nice time with his family.. a warm and loving family indeed... =) watched -tooom yummm goooong-.. whoooaaa....super duper cool show.. killer moves,left us in awe... i really can kowtow to him man.. he's damnnn good.... anyway, am a lil tired now. i'll call it a day den.. but i really truly enjoyed my day today... 'good night baby.. left her thoughts ♥ 10:59:00 PM
♥ Saturday, December 17 ♥
i just realised,i have nothin much to blog anymore.. i don't know what to write here... well, the year is coming to and end, to some,it might be a happy ending, and to some,it might be a tragic and sad ending.. guess this year has been a BIG roller-coaster ride for me.. sometimes when its high,its so high.. but when its low,it was extremely miserable.. but on the whole, 2005 has been a magical year and full of miracles for me.. met my lil charming at the middle of the year. and ever since,my life's been great. it couldnt have been any better.. but of course,nothin is perfect... still,i', very contented. but somehow,once awhile,it'll make me wonder.. and i'll ponder for the next few days.. do good things last?? it never did for me.. but i really hope this will.. i'm so scared that one day,he'd go away.. and i'll be devastated.. thou we havent been together for a year or so.. but.my experiences with him has never been this intense and amazing.. its just so awesome... and i never want this to end.. i pray that it wont.. but,God took away some precious loved ones from my friends... and left them not knowing what to do,but to just live on,and stay strong... would he do that to me too?? i really wonder... no matter what we think,how we feel... the future is unpredictable... just keep my fingers cross that the year would end happily for me and for everyone.. May God Bless you.. Have a Blessed Christmas... love, cheryl.. left her thoughts ♥ 10:02:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, December 13 ♥
home today.dont feel like goin to school... FFA's test is tomorrow... i'm all messed up.... been feelin a lil funny these few days.. cant describe it,can pin point it either.. i don't know why, is there somethin wrong??.. but i dunno wads wrong either.. or is it somethin bad's gonna happen??.. hmm... weirddd... oh well... left her thoughts ♥ 3:37:00 PM
♥ Sunday, December 11 ♥
just came home not long ago..went to *baby's* house just now.. first time meeting his family... had lunch and dinner with them.. was quite scared before i left my house.. but i guess everythin turned out fine. =) yest's All-Style Martial Arts Championship'05 was awesome..... it was a memorable day... exciting and eye-opening.. but, I am DEFINITELY VERY PROUD of our Ngee Ann Kickboxing fighters.. we all fought till the end.. despite of any injuries,we still fought and didnt give up. i fought 3 rounds,but lost.. and i gotta bronze medal.... and my house gotta bronze trophy... *baby* woke up at 6am to get banannas for me.. and he turned up with 2 bumch of banannasss... whoaa.... haha... but thanks baby.. thank you so much for making sooo much effort and i'm sorry my fight was in the late afternoon and you couldnt stay.. but i really appreciate you goin all out for me.. i love you so much baby.. we're gonna make this work out... we MUST.. 'Baby,i dedicated my medals to you... and its hanging in your room now... just next to your medal...=) 'i love you like crazy............. left her thoughts ♥ 11:20:00 PM
♥ Friday, December 9 ♥
*baby* called in the end..just when i was about to sleep.. so,i fell asleep with a smile on my face.. was delighted to hear his voice again.. ok and now, i shall start screaming at myself.. I friggin sprained my WRIST!!!!!!.. WWWWWWWWTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHH....... tomorrow's my competition........ Fook Fook Fook Fook FOOOKKKKKKKKKKKKKK....... i really really wanna cry now....... i trained so hard for this friggin competition..... and this has to happen....... this wld be the greatest disappointment in my life......... *cries*..... left her thoughts ♥ 9:22:00 AM
♥ Thursday, December 8 ♥
just came back from training..competition is just 2 days away... am scared... anyway, goin to sch today was just a pure waste of time. only had 1/2 and hour of school.. and i was let off... i should have stayed home the whole day... sighs... anyway, was hoping that *baby* wld call me somehow.. kinda miss him thou.. but he didnt call.. =(.. nevermind =) sighs.. i wonder why, i've been having really bad dreams bout him.. is it a sign??. or is there something still bothering me and i'm not aware of.. hmm... but it doesnt make any sense... oh well.. i shant read into it.. but,the dreams i had was really heart breaking.. okok.. i wont think of it anymore.. guess i'll go to sleep... sleep it away.. tomorrow's a longgggg day..sighs.. i have classes from 9am-8pm straight.. i'm gonna die.... 'have a good night baby left her thoughts ♥ 10:41:00 PM
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sighs..in da library now..*purple's* in a bad mood.. and i'm feeling depressed..... *peacock* said that he think my arms are Big.. ugly for a girl... actually i quite agree with him. sighs... what am i supposed to do?? i feel like i needa go for lipo-suction for my arms.. BADLY!!!.... *sobs*.. i hate my arms now.. i really really do....... sighs.......... someone please help meee..... sighs............ left her thoughts ♥ 1:58:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, December 7 ♥
*baby* lost his phone..alamak... poor boy.... arh..today is wed,and its gonna end. sat is gonna come very soon.. arh... competition is coming.oh my oh my... left her thoughts ♥ 10:39:00 PM
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at the library...feelin so bored.. dunno where is *purple*.. now in the room with *wenling*.. sighs.. sometimes,guys just don't understand us.... but i guess we have to be understanding and give in.. but not all the time.. but i guess in my case, its most of the time.. i have no guts to talk back or even shout... arh....sighs.. me no ballies.... oh well...... left her thoughts ♥ 1:24:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, December 6 ♥
Water Runs DryWe don't even talk any more We don't even know what we argue about Don't even say 'I love you' no more 'Cause saying how we feel is no longer allowed Some people work things out And some just don't know how to change Let's don't wait 'til the water runs dry We might watch our whole lives pass us by Let's not wait 'til the water runs dry We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives Don't do it baby Now they can see the tears in our eyes But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts Well maybe that's pain we can't hide 'Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart Why do we hurt each other? Why do we push love away? Let's don't wait 'til the water runs dry We might watch our whole lives pass us by Let's not wait 'til the water runs dry We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives Don't do it baby Some people will work things out And some just don't know how to change Let's don't wait 'til the water runs dry We might watch our whole lives pass us by Let's not wait 'til the water runs dry We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives Don't do it baby left her thoughts ♥ 10:46:00 PM
♥ Monday, December 5 ♥
sweet wonderful times baby...how things turned out the way it is now.. its just like a sweet blessing from up above. you're the best gift i could ever have, now that you're with me, i've realised that i've missed so much.. that someone could actually be so special, and i thot i would never love this much.. even more then before.. baby, you beautify my life, your soft gentle voice lifts me up into a magical world. the touch of your hands, you pull me right to you... your smell fills my mind,it blows me away.. and i hold you tight... afraid that you might disappear... baby, you are all i ever wanted. you are all i ever need.. you are the one, oh yes you are... and i have no doubts baby.. just like you.. left her thoughts ♥ 12:59:00 AM
♥ Sunday, December 4 ♥
came home not long ago..went for training and met my classmates after that. we caught -Saw II-. gross...the guy's a real mental case man missing baby... and oh no... the competition is on Sat... *shiverss.... left her thoughts ♥ 12:13:00 AM
♥ Saturday, December 3 ♥
*baby* just left not long ago..and i'm missin him.... after school,met *baby* in town.. walked around and we caught -Harry Potter-.. pretty long show but quite nice... and headed home after that... a long day.. sighs... i've got training in da afternoon... sighss.... 'thanks baby.. left her thoughts ♥ 5:54:00 AM
♥ Thursday, December 1 ♥
yest after sch,i headed down to *wenling's* house..found out that her house is just right in front of *baby's* camp.. heh heh heh.. was waiting for *baby* to come out of came.. so me and *wenling* watched La pI Xiao Xin!!.. so cute.. den met *baby* at about 8pm... went to j8, watched -Chicken Little- yest.. SOOOOOOO CUUTTEE.. the movie really kept me entertained.. and of coz it was funny too.. i loveee Fish out of water.. sooo cuteee.. and *baby* sent me home... now i'm so bored in sch... got nothin to do.. didnt wanna come sch today. but i had to coz i needta do my project.. so now i'm in sch,with nothin to do.. wish i can go home and sleep.. i still have training in at 5 plus... sighs.. so tired.. suddenly,i don't feel like fighting anymore.. arhhh..... sighss.... left her thoughts ♥ 2:26:00 PM
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